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The girl I loved and myself are no longer talking; it’s honestly just opened up a lot of space to focus on myself. I drank 2 bottles of Smirnoff, got into a fistfight and the gold locket that hung around my neck broke off. I put my exes energy into it after I had proposed to her and she said no, I guess gold chains aren’t as strong as a wedding ring. I tried retying it but it broke off at a train stop and the locket is gone, the chain stays in my pocket.

Today I was fired from a job that paid $11/hr and became officially homeless for the third time – my dad bailed me out and I’m currently staying in an Econolodge until I figure out long-term plans. I sent my dad a cutting email on Christmas and honestly his ability to forgive is a trait I’ll always admire.

Ever noticed the arrow in the FedEx logo? Ever notice someone make a statement that easily distracts when trying to state meanings of purpose?

If you don’t already own a copy of Jazz you should buy one before I pull it off shelves – it’ll be worth something one day.

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/jazz-journey-to-30/1142589809?ean=9798823138321