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Fuck you and 

Explain to me.

Nodding out, why didn’t you 

Take me?

And leave him here 

Nothing can make you reappear 

You’re still not here, so 

Let these drugs take me away

Fentanyl.

I don’t give a fuck.

But I really care so much

I lost my brother

To fentanyl

Brother.

You might not be here

Physically 

But we’ll always be brothers

From the hospital 

To ashes or a casket 

You’re my brother 

And I’ll always be yours

Sorry for not always being the best I can be

Or the best version of me 

If such a version exists 

You’re the one that brought it out of me

Fentanyl.

Fuck you.

But I love you too 

I hate what you do

But I love the way you make me feel

A false sense of relief 

I just want to disassociate

I just want to forget 

What won’t be forgotten 

Is the words you said 

And the memories we shared

I love you my brother 

We both knew this life wasn’t fair

My heart is broken 

My heart has a gaping hole

Why couldn’t you have been spared?

We’ll be together soon.

I love you